Honestly I loved today !

gak ngerti dan gak tau kenapa pagi tadi abis bangun tidur gue ngerasa capeeeeeeeeeeeeee banget,.. badan lemes, muka kucel, hati sepet dan terus-terusan teriak dalem hati "gue males banget sekolah hari ini!!! ma bolos sehari aja gakpapa kan??" (jelaslah si mama bilang : "gak boleh de, nanti kalo di alpa gimana, ...belum lagi kalo nanti ada ulangan , siapa yang rugi hayooo??") --- > ngayal aje gue, tapi jelas banget gue tau gimana mama pasti mama gak bakal ngebolehin gue buat bolos, .. arrggghhh..tapi gue musti hadir di sekolah ! harus ! dan gak boleh enggak ! .. hari ini rapat kelas buat bahas soal besok !! well dan pada akhirnya gue berhasil ngapus ide bolos gue.. zzzzzzzzz..
Sesampainya gue di sekolah ....... isi kelas cuma ada segelintir , gak nyampe deh 20 orang , hmm..sedikit kecewa, tapi gak papa lah seenggaknya gue bisa ngikutin kemauan mama buat rajin sekolah walau rintangan menghadang.. (apaseehhhh???).. rapat pun di mulai..dan hasilnya gue harus kembali ambil andil buat event bazar ini.. pusing mikirin duit , pusing mikirin makanan (itu isi kepala gue) , gue bendahara kelas jadi pasti sibuk mikirin duit , dan duit kas ?? ..... sumpah SERET!!!!

Besok sekolah gue bakal ngadain pensi sekolah , gak gede sih , yaaa paling gak buat seru-seruan, tiap kelas musti ngebuat bazar yang terserah mau ngejual apa aja juga boleh di stand kelas, dan kelas gue ngerencanain buat ngejual ______ (masih untuk di rahasiakan) (nge sok amat sih lo cit!) haha..dengan modal pas-pasan di sertain keringat yang bercucuran, akhirnya tadi abis pulang sekolah gue barengan Christy, Atha, Dian dan Yulis pergi ke pasar tradisional buat beli kebutuhan buat besok , kenapa pasar tradisional? knp gak di lotte atau hypermart ?? (MAHAL!!) 1 alasan yang gak absurb dan paling jujur dari hati terdalem.. awalnya Atha udah main minta duit mau cabut ke hypermart , minta duit 200rb dari uang kas yang (tidak untuk di sebutkan) jelas gue langsung mikir puluhan ribu kali buat ngeluarin duit segede itu (mungkin bagi lo para bendahara kelas yang duit kasnya gak seret oke-oke aja ngeluarin tapi kalo gue musti dikasih pengecualian)
Dan tadi di pasar , Atha dengan susah payah ngebantuin ngangkatin belanjaan yang pastinya beratttt banget !!, di pasar, gue bareng temen-temen gue , mati-matian buat nawar ke om-om , tante-tante ,bule-bule , mbah-mbah yang jualan disana, dengan duit 100rb kita bisa bawa banyak banget plastik blanjaan!! BAYANGIN ! di banding belanja di lotte atau hypermart, paling-paling cuma bisa nenteng 2 - 3 tas doang .. emang bener gak sia-sia pergi bercucuran keringet , bodo amat di gangguin om-om sama mas-mas, bodo amat panas-panasan, bodo amat kebauan yang penting kita dapet barang fresh dan murah !

dan gimana besok?? gue gak tauuuuu... we'll see how tomorrow.. moga sukses! cuma itu harapan gue, moga laku keras (aminnnnnnnnnnnn)

whisper in silence

Actually, I'm not the typical person who might easily fall in love with someone else, but this is different, hmm .. I'm not sure this is really the feeling that just playing it .. I'm serious and want to seriously

Recently I have close to someone who actually had I known since junior high school
Initially we are friends .. ya friends just like the others, but somehow we are getting closer since the 3rd grade of high school.
I like him, like .. but not for a boyfriend, because I believe now is not the time for me to date. there is still more important matters, I'm sure he probably thought the same, as I think
Our national exam soon and have to focus on our respective exams, maybe later after the exam I could decide my choice, but clearly for me and he still maintain this closeness in a way good, I would still maintain that closeness with hope.Expectations , that's my goal, and dream, hope he is the right person for me,

mama never agree if I close with anyone but somehow my mom happy when I'm close to him, because my mom told he was a good boy. mama hopes that we were became a friend or maybe bestfriend. because right now I have to focus on school ..
hmmmm .. looovvveeeee???? complicated ...

suddenly present and without a plan

Today is very full of suprise..you know what? because of I and my friend had to attended in the exhibition of Australia education, actually i never had a plan to attended this event. But Rahadian, Melas and Atha tried get me to go there even though I really do not want to go..and well the finally i joined with them to attended in this event, we're go home , took a bath and prepared to go to Novotel Hotel. Rahadian picked us up at atha's home and we're together went to Novotel

When we got there, we met christy,, since this morning christy did not go to school because she wanted to be present at this event. (very intention once)..We're entry into the venue and follow all procedures of the committee, and begin to visit each of the tables that have been prepared by representatives from universities in Australia (Charles Darwin University, Monash University, Box Hill Institute, and many others ).

Very fun when we were at the table of the team Box Hill Institute, they assign only 18-year-old teenager that they can take on as a student, even though we were not eligible had they set, Mr. Jepp remain friendly and patiently answered all our questions, we were given a stuffed koala, CDs and books, waw they are very good at all even Mr. Jepp offered us to take the test level of the BHI, we willingly accept him and eventually we were all referred to the level (Upper Intermediate) is not good and not bad, standard!
After returning from the event we decided to go to a cafe, de'Balkon's cafe, hmm I thought it was strange to set foot there, because the cafe was pretty "weird" yaaa, but there we have fun, joke, eat, laugh, we go home around 07.00 pm, and I'm sure I do not regret coming to the event because today I have very much gain valuable new experience. thank you very much for Rahadian Prayoga, Melas Gismar Hamlan and Atha Milzam also Christy Yulia who had already forced me to go:)








NIS (Netherlands International Students)

break !

I am currently undergoing tests at the school mid-semester, soon I will also follow the university entrance test in the Netherlands .. and wellll I have to prepare everything, I must study hard and practice ,so hmmm I rested for a while, do not write blogs, maybe just a look but not to make a post

Citra Dewi Lestari

Between Netherlands, Malaysia and Indonesia

Well , I will continue my study to university , but i still have nothing choices .. tomorrow I was offered by the parties of the NIS (Netherlands International Students) to joined with them, on October 23 in the Sagita Hotel , i would follow their test (toefl) and dinner with their parties. I've told mom and dad, they were agree that I followed it, but I'm not ready , because , the distance of Netherlands or Malaysia to Balikpapan , it's not close. If I'm elected to be enrolled there, I would have confused to choose the Netherlands, Malaysia or Indonesia

Hmmm... most importantly I want to be a dental student and become a doctor someday, no matter which universities can I follow. I just want to make my parents proud and did not make them to worry. So , Finally I and my friends decided to following the test , but if it turns out we qualify, we will not go there, just wanted to make that experience alone , and still choose public universities in Indonesia..

don't worry don't worry, i'm a strong girl, and in here, i will be fine okey

The first , say hello to my Snopboy,It is my personal slippers and I only wear in the room, his name is Snopboy, mom bought my Snopboy when I was in Grade 3 at junior high school.

This afternoon, mama and papa went to Surabaya, where my sister will undergo graduation, They are to get there, of course, to attend my sister's graduation ceremony. Actually I'd love to come but unfortunately I can not because I had to followed the try-out in the guidance of learning. oh shit! but not ! this option should I take to be passed in the national exam later and could be a dental student at my favorite's university.
Mama and Papa was worried about my condition, because they live in surabaya for 4 days, a short time indeed, but yes they are my parents, they always just worried about me, especially when I had just recovered from illness. but believe me I'll be fine here, okey

Tonight, I did not go to counseling to learn to take mama and papa to the airport, so long as the school and go anywhere I will be in a shuttle with an acquaintance of my family, and I made time to take pictures in my room

And this is my weird face but still cool

Tommy Hilfiger's sweater

Brown legging
Striped blouse