ideals in childhood

ideas?? ? than I used to really like it dream about ideals, ranging from women's desire to be a policeman, teachers, astronauts, so NASA members to want to be a *bibi penjual gado-gado (suuer deh gue dulu pernah banget kepengen jadi bibi penjual gado-gado, bayangin aja kalo gue jadi tukang gado-gado beneran, tiap kali gue kepengen makan gak usah lagi cape-cape nyari tempat makan yang ngejual itu makanan , *pemikirananakpolos haha :p),
and in the end all my ideals desire I've had vanished, since I often went to the hospital for a check up, my goals changed 180degrees, because I often see how the doctors who think I was brilliant!

yes his name is also the ideal, can sometimes be inconsistent at times may also change-fox, from the want to be a pediatrician, I was eager to become a model (that's very Impossible) because according to me it was not possible, so switching off the aspiration to become a singer (if you asked, my voice is not good what, I can only give you two words, not bad! haha), until I watched a tv show about BALLET! as long as I watch, just one who I think (that's really great dance on tv that her legs can tiptoe-tiptoe, not sick, why?) haha .. then I asked to mama (what's his name?) and then Mama said, it's called ballet, if his name ballerina dancers,

wiii, I want to be a ballerina once upon a time, ada-ada aja bayangan gue waktu kecil (bawain dance swan lake, pile di atas panggung super megah, terus gue pake baju balet warna pink yang roknya super mekar, ballet shoes warna putih rambut gue di cepol ) arrrgggh really .. but unfortunately I can not dance ballet .. : ( when i watch the dance of ballet, I felt like seeing the dance from heaven .. hmm

ballet shoes

movement in ballet

pile movement

Ballerina and Danseur

swan lake !!

classical music and contemporary dance ! gue suka banget !

flood wipes in my room

kamar gue penuh banget sama tissue !!! arrrggh..bukan karna gue abis nangis, tapi hidung gue gak bisa di ajak kompromi, cairan bening itu terus-terusan ngalir dari hidung gue ! *jiakzzz.. so disgusting banget yee gue, mana tenggorokan juga ikut-ikutan sakit lagi, gak bisa nelen, :( it likes a shit end of the month..

I really suffered, piling work, presentations, research, arrrghhh, I needed something refreshing, okey i will tell you about my daily activities , it's begining from my school, before leaving the school must first meeting (gue salah satu anggota intra di sekolah gue, jadi ya begini lah nasib gue tiap hari kalo rapat dengan waktu yang gak ditentuin rapatnya kapan), only two hours rest, then I have to go to tutoring, return until the evening, before bed i have to work on my homework, I could sleep at 12 tonight, (the schedule from Monday - Friday), Sunday's special for mom and swimming practice..
can you imagine how tired I am??

hopefully, on Saturday i will be getting my healthy again, Ameen

citra mau tidur dulu, bye :)

On The Night Like This

I love this song, really like it.. Mocca is the one of musician that i like, her lyrics is very funny, and especially this song, haha..It was very touching me, reminiscent of someone who until now I still can not to forget him.., On The Night Like It makes me smile myself ..haha..

On The Night Like This - Mocca

On the night like this
There’s so many things I want to tell you
On the night like this
There’s so many things I want to show you

Cause when you’re around
I feel safe and warm
When you’re around
I can fall in love every day

In the case like this
There are a thousand good reasons
I want you to stay…

panasnya balikpapan

balikpapan panas? ah udah biasa, tiap hari juga panas kayaknya deh, gimana kalo.. panasnya balikpapan,? sama aja kaliii..-,-

gue pengen share ke lo soal tips nyegah muka merah, kaki lunglai, kelaperan juga kehausan pake cara instan kayak gue ! haha..akibat matahari terik yang panasnya hampir mau ngebakar muka, jalanan panjang gak ada tempat buat neduh, tempat satu-satunya cuma mall yang punya merek BSB (Balikpapan Super Block), BSB ? lo tau kagak ,mane bisa gue tau yee, itu tempat asli mall tapi banyak banget block di kanan kiri, depan belakang, ada hotelnya pula, exclusive sekali.., dan yang pasti gue tau, itu mall emang bener-bener buat orang-orang tajir balikpapan yang gak punya kerjaan (especially balikpapan's chinese) haha..hampir gue liat isi itu mall rata-rata yang punya mata sipit, sama kulit putih..

anyway...hari minggu bulan mei itu gue bareng sama temen-temen sekola gue nontonin lomba antar sekolah gitu di plataran depan e-walk , rencananya sih cuma nonton, cuma nonton gak pake yang lain ! mahal boooo kalo musti nonton XXI juga Rp.60.000,00 per sekali nonton ! I certainly to say "NO" ! mending juga gue bareng sama si mama kalo mau nonton di situ..haha (ketawan pelit banget sih gua)..tapi namanya rencana juga ya cuma rencana bakal jalan ato gaknya juga kan gak fix.. so okelah kita semua nonton itu lomba, tapi waktu itu matahari lagi ngambek kali yee sama awan, jadi siang bolong di tengah plataran gak ada tempat buat ngadem, saya eh .. kita semua kepanggang ! lo tau kan gimana rasanya berdiri di bawah matahari siang bolong ?? gak dua kali deh gua mau kayak gitu,mending di rumah nonton dvd, ngakak sendirian di kamar sambil nyemil keripik kentang bodo amat deh mau gendut yang penting kulit gue kagak gosong !

Sudah panas berdiri lagi..ya ampun cobaan apalagi yang engkau berikan ya allah ??
jadi supaya gak emosi gue, dina (Herdina Yulia A.) , paw-paw (Eilen Fieny Sinaga), Wilda (Wilda Batti), Nia (Nia Nur A.), Chita (Witchita F. Widjaja) sama Christy (Christy Yulia Suherman.) akhirnya mutusin mending kita ngadem di resto nya XXI e-walk aja,
sudah masuk situ, ternyata yang indoor udah pada penuh semua, dapet yang outdoor deh kita, yaa gak papa lh gak dingin yang penting bisa ngerasain kursi yang empuk buat di dudukin.. yee i think, It also has more than enough ..masang muka cuek sama gak tau diri aja lah kita, modal ampuh buat duduk di situ, mesen makan sama minum juga enggak, cuma duduk-duduk doang..haha, parahnya sambil foto-foto lagi,
nanti deh gua kasih liat fotonya gimana
haha it is very strange..olala,




hahaha..lol

Eilen with Chita (muka kelaperan)

Dina yang malang, dia habis-habisan di buat gak bisa ngomong, abis gak jadi makan di tempat makn yang dia rekomendasii

laper mau makan tapi gak punya banyak duit, gimana caranya buat ngisi perut sampe kenyang ?? the questions that continue to exist at that time in our head..haha, maklum kantong pelajar..ya jadi gak terus-terusan penuh (haha kasian banget ..)

well, akhirnya kita mutusin buat masuk ke salah satu tempat makan yang di rekomendasiin Dina kalo makanan di situ murah-murah ..yaa hari gini ngeliat makanan murah siapa coba yang gak mau mana udah kelaperan, cacing di perut juga udah nimpuk-nimpukin perut gue akhirnya kita masuk,

nyampe kursi, duduk terus manggil om-om waitress nya, di kasih tuh kan buku menu beserta harga-harganya..dan lo tau... kita semua kebelalak ngeliat harganya yang menurut gue, buat semangkok bakso aja harus gak sih ngeluarin duit di atas Rp. 30ribu?? dan itu gak sama dengan mie nya cuma bako doang !, tewa kan kita pada males banget makan di situ..eh akhirnya temen gue yang super imuut, pinter (pinter ngakalin iyee) nan cantik yang bernama Christy punya ide yang awesome banget sampe om-omnya aja percya..*temen gue pinter banget sih..haha,

jadi Christy tiba-tiba ngangkat telpon,
tuut (telponnya di tutup) terus dia bilang " eh kita semua di panggil ke bawah, pengumuman juara nya bentar lagi mau di umumin..beneran..",

loading lama...zzzz

baru sadar kita kalo itu cuma akal bulusnya Christy doang..dan akhirnya kita bilang ke om-omnya, eh Christy deng yang bilang," aduh maaf banget ya om, kita mau ke bawah dulu, nanti bakal ke sini lagi kok..makasi", cuek, deg-degan, masa bodoh (xpresinya waktu ngmng ke om-omnya)

sampai di eskalator, kelaperan..cuma itu doang yang kita rasain waktu itu, jreeng..jreng.. pilihan terakhir PH, lumayan lah harga sesuai dengan pesanan ..haha, kita masuk tu kan, eh mba-mbanya bilang..aduh lagi penuh, 10 menit lagi bru bisa kesini lagi,
muka yang awalnya sudah semangat gentar 45 mau ngelalap pizza ternyata berubah drastis jadi lesu lagi, hampir putus aja mau baliklagi ke tempat mkn yang pertama, solaria? asli penuuh..malas, pancake? mahal gila ! yang ini baru gak punya duit..JCO ? apa kenyangnya kalo cuma makan donat doang, mana rokoknya ngepul banget gitu..gak deh yee

jadi terakhir dan untuk kali terakhir kami makan di doner kebab, asli parah nyesel makan di situ, murah dan rasanya tidak enak !!


well, that's just one of my experiences with friends who can tell yaaaa.. interestingly enough lah, haha
still does not have an idea to make another post,

: )

inaguration !!

WELL !! My blog has been completed !! horaii !!, you need to know, actually i was try to make this account more than 5 times in a row but all of that was TOTALLY FAILED.hahaha.. I must say honestly that in order to make this blog is really hard !
hummm...anyway , I just wanted to say.. finally !, my blog has been completed, although this has not been perfect, but I am happy !! : )

so..so.. I conclude that my blog officially was can be read !